Once you missed that chance, you can never get it back. This year, people have show me how difficult it is to be dreaming. Getting blame for something i never do, get treated like hell and feeling sad, hurt and tearing for guys i barely know. I'm such an useless ass, huh. No words and actually describe what i'm really feeling and going through. Loving someone and holding on tight with him also so difficult. As though people around me, hate to see us happy together. What i actually did to get all this. GOSH! I'm just feel freaking confuse. I'm so HURT! I'm so MAD! What am i suppose to do!!! I can't even contact to my boyfriend. Where is he??

Well, today was Debbee's 3yr old celebration. Her theme was "Hello Kitty"!!! I got a cute butterfly on drawn on my face and a rainbow on my hand. HAHA!! Good news!! I'm gonna have another niece or nephew!!!! Well, Isabella's & KhidirHONEY's & Dominic's birthdays are coming!!!!:)