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Wednesday, May 20, 2009 Y 10:46 PM OKAY! About today! Today i didn't go school. Thought of fetching Baby from school @ 4pm. But he too also didn't go to school. Make me so stressed up. Set alarm at 7am to wake him up. Handphone got problem so can't call through to him. Called Dominic for help but he can't contact him too. Tried calling his house but no one picked up. Idk what to do sia. Want to sleep but can't sleep sia. Finally he brother picked up e phone and he told me his brother was bathing. What a relief. So i waited for him to call me back. But nothing sia. So keep trying. Then syg fianlly picked up at around 9am plus. So damn sad luh, he broke his promise to me again. So didn't want to meet me sia. Then he called and messaged me. Finally, replied him. He wants to meet me, so do i(actually). Waited for him so long. Say fast fast come down in the end 12.30 then come. The truth was that idk if i should be mad at him or what. After meeting him, i didn't feel a bit furious towards him sia. Anyway, today head is that i'm so HAPPY that he came my house. He finally got e chance to come over my house. HAHA! He is happy too sia. Though he was afraid of my daddy. heehee. But we get to watch movie outside alone. I closed my parent's room door. Everything was so sweet!! I LOVE IT MAN!!! I also love you honey... Come my house again okay.. Y 10:04 PM Here are some pictures of Honey and i for our 4th month make-up. It was suppose to be on Sunday 10May09, but he stood me up. So we had it on Monday 11May09. Lucky that i didn't have to go school that day. So early early morning went to his house. CONFLICT* Then we left at 3pm? Hmm, we headed to town. Watched Star Trek!! It was so wonderful that day. I LIKE~!!! heehee. Went home quite late luh. ( well, Bb, i said that because i want you to remember what you ever did. Not making you seem bad. Just want you to keep your promise and carry on changing to a better boyfriend, alright:) But no matter what, i'll still be there to help you) I LOVE YOU!!               well, here are e pictures with Herlina and Nurul on 09may09, at Cityhall mac. Had a hard time finding and meeting Syg.      Tuesday, May 19, 2009 Y 10:39 PM Hey Honeykins! thanks a lot for being there for me aye. I so HATE YOU GUYS, NOT! heehee. i love love you guys luh. Ouh well, i'm e entertainer what kan? :) Anyway, i also lovelove baby luh.:) yeah2, i know. What happen right. Hmm, Sunday he texted me to meet up. He wants to return my stuffs. A lot of conflict before we met. Actually i fought with my mum e day before. So i'm like damn not in e mood. Ignored by family the whole 2 days. Finally okay with my mummy before i told her i go meet his house awhile then meet them for our family celebration. Quickly changed and went out of my place to his place. On my way there, i then told him to meet me. After e arrival, we did had conflict then again i walked away luh. Cried for awhile, didn't know what to do. Walked back there to find him, he wasn't there. Went up to his place but his slipper wasn't there. JENG JENG JENG~ heehee. Just as i was waiting for e lift, he called upon me. He kept laughing at me, cause he went looking for me and i also went looking for him when i was e one who walked away from him. You, every time like to make me malu one luh. Well, then we brought me to another blk. We talked! I LIKE! heehee. Everything was fine again. He said he loves me very much and he's sorry. And other stuffs. Awww, my baby is damn sweet, okay! No one is better than him... LOVES! Anyway, speaking about Monday, School was a bored! Had our class photo (FUN), house meeting(BORED) & i was asked by Ms Lee to join soccer-.-, and then career talks (MORE bored)!! But weeee~ get to go to honey's place. He did changed. At least he did inform and asked me if i don't mind his friends coming:) GOSH, I LOVE HIM!! Walked under e rain with Stanley. He pushed and gave me a fright luh, and i almost fell. That evil guy, still get tease me and tell one lower sec boy. Bought somethings for e guys. Well, got to say, guys are guys. =D oh oh, I saw abg Man with his ITE friends. Got bullied by him too:( . That's not e point!!! I just want to say that this day, this date is e most memorable, happiest moment i had. I like:) It may sound weird but between syg and i luh. Heehee. But we still laugh at it. I love you luh, B. Thanks alright:) Just to tell you, i can see that you are changing for me. BIG THANKS:)
Saturday, May 16, 2009 Y 9:05 PM I'm so much better living my life this way! Who needs those type of people in life. They are just so creepy, two-headed snake. Any moment they will just let you go or let you down. Honeykins, sorry i kept all these from you guys. He was important to me but he showed me that actually his friends are much more important than ME! I'm not going to go into being emotional now . No one needs to know what happened this 4months 12days. I swear to you, MUHAMMAD KHIDIR, that i'm OUT of you LIFE FOREVER! That's what you always wanted right. Bullshit that i'm e girl you love, e girl that changed you and you will change just for me. Ouh wait, you did changed once before for me, and it sucked! You are already half way through being back that old life you had without me. In fact, you've already completed it!!! Reflecting back to all those words, lyrics and promises you gave me, it didn't even happen. All of it are LIES! All e girls out there that still like/want him, go back to him okay. I don't give a damn. He had done playing and fooling me around already. He wants to mingle around now. I'm not his type of girl, was never. I tried to be but failed. I'm so so tired of it! Count me out on this:) you promised, you lied, you hurt me, you left me! Friday, May 8, 2009 Y 10:51 PM   BORING!! Went school as per normal. And guess what! I felt like fool man. Just go to school for like half an hour and then finish school di. Damn, my Malay & Tamil girls aren't at school, feeling damn awkward. Anway, ended at 0825. I walked to Khidir's house with Stanley. He still thought of going to AMK hub. Dots, also haven't open yet. Damn, we had to run cause it started to rain and his "LV" bag very expensive, know? Cannot get wet. HEHE! So nice just get to be with BABY!!! Well, as usual, we talk a lot once we get together at his house. Afterwards, i studied awhile before i fell asleep, he slept first. Took him so long to wake up every time luh. :) Got to go out for awhile and he had to be home by 6pm. He go his religious class. Now i'm waiting for his call! Lovelove. Ouh yea!! I got to watch "Mary Shelley's Frankenstein". It was damn nice alright. It is a Gothic horrifying show!! It is scary and sad sia. I almost cry at e end. I want to go hunt for e story book di:). Anyway, there is "Helena Bonham Carter"   . Her show quite nice! She also acted in "Charlie and e Chocolate Factory", "Harry Potter" and "Sweeney Todd: The Demon Barber of Fleet Street"   and i'm reading the book:) I LOVE IT!! So ppl, watch those show alright! The movie is one of the most faithful adaptations of the book, and one of the few to actually follow the novel's plot and characterizations. Among the deviations from the original book is the creation of the monster bride. In the book, the Creature asks Victor Frankenstein to fashion a monster woman for him. He reluctantly agrees, but destroys the creature right before he is about to breathe life into it. However, in the film he goes through with his plan only after the monster murders Elizabeth on their wedding night by thrusting his hand into her chest and ripping out her heart. Victor then takes Elizabeth's body back to his laboratory, where he attaches her head to the exhumed body of Justine, the nanny. He then galvanizes this "new" body and brings Elizabeth back as a horrific bride. The creature approaches her, thinking that the bride is meant for him, however Victor is not ready to let go of her and a stand-off occurs between The Creature and Victor fighting over her which ends with the bride killing herself by immolation. Thursday, May 7, 2009 Y 8:16 PM ROAR!!! I'm feeling uncomfortable man. I didn't get to sleep well last night. Sort of like nightmare luh. But e thing is that i wasn't even sleep yet. It's eerie and crazy yet it's also funny. Well, after finish studying for my Social Studies, i went to bed. I wasn't feeling sleepy or so but tired, need to lie down. The only thing in my mind was him. But it was nothing much big i was thinking about. Then suddenly don't what thing. I suddenly think about e show "Shutter". I was in e car then got hand print and i suddenly think of my daddy's car which had kitten's paw print. (adorable) Then suddenly go a head drop down. I freaked out and then i felt that i can't see anything gradually. My head felt so dizzy, everything was spinning. I can't breathe. I try to force myself to wake up but i can't. Like i was half awake, half asleep. But i know i wasn't sleep yet. Seriously i was freaking out. Then i don't know what happen di. Well, just told mummy about it & she say i am stressing myself too much & then she asked me about my problem i recently having. Shuts! She knows:P Ouh well, I'm SICK now! Having fever. Back to today stuffs. I'm going to FAIL my Social Studies & Chemistry. Gosh! Whatever i studied for SS didn't come out. My head was really pain today, can't be help. Though it is just Mid-year but i really feel like crying! :( REALLY SAD! Tomorrow having Listening compre. Malay & Tamil students don't have to come. Fatin so bad. She laughed at me for i need to go to school tomorrow for 45mins. She say I'm gonna go school alone and EMO! HAHA! Anyway, i kept "quarrelling/ fighting" with SRI FATIN! HAHA! And they kept "playing games". I'm like so out of e "game". HAHA! BIG BULLIES!!!! Anyway, after that at 6pm i went to YCK to meet up with Laimin. We went home together. We talked until we walked to interchange, without noticing. So we walked to her house. Ps; i'm HAPPY but still missing out something in my life, okay C:
Y 7:30 PM Wednesday 06May09 ; Hmm, i actually understand my CHINESE! Ouh gosh. HAHA! But i think i screwed up my paper1. After Chinese, Nurul and Fatin had their Bio paper. And it ends at 1515. Because of e stupid H1N1. Every paper was pushed half an hour later. So Herlina and i went to popular. We walked around and got to study a bit at Mac. At 4pm, e four of us went to meet Halif and the others. In the end, i went back with Halif. The stupid gorilla! He accompany to Yishun to meet his friend, Sabrina. Seriously, i made a fool out of myself sia. I didn't have a phone and his prepaid low. So he had to use e public phone but that stupid machine eat my MONEY! No choice. He wanted to head to Woodlands, buy cig then call her. In the end, i saw Farhann and Afiq. YEAH! borrowed phone from them and found out that e girl was only at YCK! Bodoh luh, Halif. Don't trust me! Ouh yea, anyway, everyone is so weird. Fatin say cause if anyone with me, they go crazy. Lina ask me house Khidir and i. I said on and off. She said cause i didn't put an on switch on him. Then i told her i was cold, my hair standing. And she asked me to ask my hair to sit down. -.- GOT MORE but forget. HAHA! Tuesday 05May09 ; Ouh My STARS!!! honeykins, miss this phrase of mine? Heehee. Well, I got a blue black sia!! OUCH! Silly Fifi. I went to bang my hang against e metal bar at e bridge there on Tuesday. I WAS MAD!!! Phewww, i finally had this feeling! Can't blame me. I wanted to see someone but saw another guy. I hate using phone luh! C: Slept e whole time after i reached home. E next day was my Mother Tongue paper so didn't need to study for it. By night i was chatting on e phone with Laimin. C: We both were furious about something. And Kimseng called in. He went blabbering all e way. HAHA! After we hung up, I can't sleept sia. :)
Tuesday, May 5, 2009 Y 12:13 AM WEEEEE~!!! Everything are getting much better each day, i think!!!! :) Can't wait for this year to end man. Finish my Secondary school life but for now, got to stress! I'm like so damn BLISSFUL!!! Those things happened today was great. Though Nurul didn't come school and Fatin had to go home. I miss my BabyKhidir too!! One thing, FASTER move to YISHUN. Next thing i have to conclude. I seriously hate liars. I know last time when someone lied to me, i confirm give them faces one. But gradually, i gave in to those people. & now it is like happening every single time, to my close friends. I feel hurt too, you know. Hmm, think about other feelings too k. Try to change. Everything can settle out, just don't LIE and say e truth. No point keeping to yourself, making yourself feeling hurt. Well, only God and you know. :) The end! Ps; I MISSED HIM SO DAMN MUCH!
Sunday, May 3, 2009 Y 1:28 AM Met Herlina at City Hall at 2pm. Cause at first she went to Simei with her BESTIE, Yan. HAHA! For e Malay singing competition thing. We went to Marina Square to study at LJS. I was freaking cold. So we went out. HAHA! We went to Penni and then RC to do some shopping for her. She had to leave by 5pm so i left with her. I went to Khatib to meet Yan. He so nice. He treat me eat mac:) WEEEEE! I saw Maxine siol! Misses her so much. Afterwards, we went to 810 there and waited for 5z and Fayyad. Their other 2 friend & one of e girlfriend came. Only know one guy's name is Wan. HAHA! We sat there 7 to 11pm. They kept playing cards & stupid Yan kept bully me. Ouh yea, i was there cause partly also waited for Laimin. She first went to Bishan watch movie. Her Mr Wolverine. Her favourite luh. Ouh ya, if not wrong should be KIMSENG! aiyahh, one of you guys luh. Not funny lo. Damn seriously childish luh. Go round prank on ppl. -.- Actually, i took 969 to my house di then Laimin called me. So i waited for her at Yishun station. We sat there and chatted for awhile. I saw JACK JACK -Jason Tan! Heehee. Then we left after i saw my sis and Darren. Ouh ya, Nana -Darling ku messaged me! She said she misses me damn much. And she wants to meet me tmr. Don't know if i should meet not.. Like not feeling well, my head very dizzy. & Laimin is my hottiest topic luh siol! We found out that we got a lot of things in common when i was at her house. SWEET huh. Like another Maxine like that. :) LOVE YOU GUYS!!!!
Y 1:15 AM Friday 01 May 09 ; Thought we'll be meeting today. Waited till 3pm then i called Khidir. Seriously, i was afraid to called his house. Anyway, he said he was too busy with stuffs. Stuffs like? Meeting his friends at night. He said he would called me back, he go bathe and stuffs first. Well, i changed can left home di. I know he won't call, i know he will never meet me today. I was just lying to myself that's all. It's okay. Since i know he's going to meet his FRIENDS, i decided to pass Kimseng & Bobby 20bucks for him. Once i reached Bobby's house, they left & was in e train di. So i just sat around there till 8pm. Glad enough to know from his brother that Khidir went out di. & also Laimin was sweet enough to chat with me while disturb her sister's boyfriend. Don't know want to hug whose leg and pluck his leg hair. HAHA! Waited for Laimin at YCK station at 9pm plus. Cause my battery gonna die soon. Then we head back to Yishun & took a bus to Tampines. She's nice to meet me at night and accompany. Though i wanted to go to town to have fun! As usual, we talk damn much crap. We went to Mac and waited for her cousin. Sat there and we talk about many things. Afterwards, we chatted on e phone with Farhann. We took cab back. Seriously went crazy in e cab with e uncle. & weird thing, e uncle thought i wasn't a Singaporean, from Europe. HAHA! Chill around my block there before i went home.
Y 1:00 AM Thursday 30 April 09 ; It was our English paper for Mid-year. Geez, passage A was confusing but passage B was much better:) And that freaky air-con is damn cold. I kept having goose bum & my finger nails turn dark purple. Seriously, i showed how cold i was. After leaving school still felt damn cold. Went to KFC with Fatin, Herlina & Nurul. Afterwards, we headed to e library. I copied yesterday SS notes cause i didn't come to school. Psst, instead i get to spend e whole day with Khidir at his house. It was wonderful:) DREAM! I quickly rushed to YCK station. Waited for him. But then he didn't go school. So i headed to his house. Though he was damn pissed with me, but i was stubborn enough to go there. I'm really scare of him. Physically and verbally violent. Well, I'm sorry i was e one that cause him to throw his phone. I tried to find it back, but i failed to do so. He then sent me to YCK station. Wanted to go back with Laimin but she never reply me quick enough i reaching Yishun di then she replied. Anyway, Khidir went to market to eat with his FRIENDS. & i quickly rushed home. Cause i'm gonna meet Laimin at Yishun & that my phone was totally flat. Gosh, after meet her, we walked e whole of Northpoint before settling down at Mac. Suppose to just walked her home but instead, i went to her house. We both chat damn much. & e time flew freaking fast. It was 11pm di. Went home and waited for his call. :) Yeah, it's our 4th mth e next day.
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