Tuesday, March 3, 2009 Y 8:43 PM






On e 28 feb'09, woke up at 6am. Syg & Nunu met me at yishun MRT station. Took bus 858 to T3 to send Azhar off. So sad that he had to go. Nunu very sad luh. At e airport, a lot of ppl sia. Relatives & friends were all crying. Nunu & Fatin cried too. Felt so poor thing for them. After that syg, Nunu & i went to eat then went to parkway parade to Action Toyz to find Syahiir & Hamimah. Then syg & i went to tiong bahru to find job. Was raining so damn heavily luh, so was stuck under block. Afterward, headed to Yck find KimSeng, Wan, Jon & Gloria. Took cab after that, cause syg can't send me back & he wants me to. Sigh, sorry syg for making you be involve in that boi's thing.



It's 1 march'09 di!!! HAPPY 2nd MONTH to us syg! I LOVE YOU! Woke up at 5 then headed to yck station. waited with Jon & Shaun for the others. Late di yo! First thing i saw syg, i was damn happy. He is e one that i love a lot & that we can last till e 2 months & more. :) Then they had their match at Sentosa. Damn hot sia! Sigh, irritating sia e sun. I got serious sunburn! Sigh, sorry syg. Not that our 2nd month suck luh. Is just that i really thought it wasn't important to you. Don't even know you remember if that day was our second month not, till i say it to you. Then after you guys finished showering, you say go home & e first thing that come into my mind that you really meant it. Cause i can tell that you are very tired after your game. Sorry that i walked away from you at e market there. I didn't mean to. I was just damn sad that our 2nd month wasn't that happy. You should know how important that day meant for me. Things had changed between both of us & i can tell. You never get angry with me & you just burst it out today. I kept crying & saying sorry to you but you just ignored that. I want to hold you, hug you but you don't allow me. I'm really scare now luh. You may say that you won't leave me but no one ever knows. Sorry about at night while we were heading back home. Sorry that i cried again. Is just that i thought you really changed! But e fact that he was sick in the end. Sigh, i really don't know how to take care of you & your heart. Sorry babe. Can we stop having this conversation anymore. Don't ever treat me differently again, please. I want you badly in my life!!! :) I LOVE YOU! I'll live my whole life with you, & only you.
Ouh yea, Gerard-FROGGIE thanks for e dedication to Syg & i. Appreciated it a lot, though was a lil' embarrass about us not keep on fighting. HAHA! & that songs was nice! syg used to sing to me luh siol!!:)


Ps; Ku Cinta Dia