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Monday, March 16, 2009 Y 9:58 PM It's holiday now. Wee~ but only one week & have to go school everyday still, for normal lessons. ITE peeps good lor, get to rest for 3weeks. They surely gonna have a lot of fun. Wonder what he'll be doing that whole 3weeks, what will his plans be? Okay! In school, had chemistry & math lessons. Chemistry, we went to e lab. Kak Lina wasn't here, didn't have lab partner. :( So Janine did with me. FUN! SWEEEET! Math, at least Ibu Nunu was there with me. She went to view that girl's blog. NUNU: She's a slut. Act cute only. Like trying to have sex. With that squeaky voice. I know we're bad luh but then she sort of said me before. Indirectly luh. Almost spoil my relationship, okay!:( sigh. Things are getting worse now. I don't know why, but things are changing now. I just got this bad feeling. I'm very confuse now. I just can't stop thinking about it, my tears can't be held back. No matter, whatever things we still do as normal, the feelings between us are different. It isn't there. Not e part where my feelings are fading for him luh. I still do love him as before. Does he still love me as before? Why is it that when there is only him & i, e atmosphere seems so down. He never smile, never seems happy. But once the others came, he was just smiling away. At least he did spoke to them. But nothing to me. I'm not thinking too much, it really did happened & i'm feeling very hurt. How am i suppose to say this to you? From yesterday, every single things i saw & hear are just so different. Don't you care for how i feel? Please go school can. You promise not to skip school anymore. Why is it that things are so shaky for both of us? If later we talk on e phone, confirm nothing much to talk about one. Sometimes, i really do envy those other couples. But i also love e way you treat me, well-at times. I'm sorry. I'm never good for you, never right for you. I love you, syg. Please show me that we still are e same as last time. We still can carry on. I really need you, don't ever leave me. Baby, what did i actually did wrong. Please tell me e truth. Don't just end it this way.
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