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Wednesday, February 11, 2009 Y 9:46 PM     Today didn't meet him in e morning like we always do. Had PE. Run 2 rounds around e field. Did Long Jump. WHOOPY!! Mr. Chia says i'm e best one among e girl, e only one that did correctly. HAHA! I felt that i was flying, WEEEeeeeee! Sat we NunuIBU in class. Got 11/13 for Social Studies. Got POA test. Everyone was asking for answer, she was damn mad at us. Heehee. After school, didn't have netball luh siol! DUMBASS luh Judy. Hmm, waited for BBY & CHIPMUNK to fetch me from school. Keep getting bully by everyone. Specially, e soccer ones :) After e whole of last night crying, we almost broke up but he manage to get us back together. I just don't wish to leave him. I had make my promise to him. I love him truly, but it's just that everything he does, he never think about me. & you know how hurt that is? I don't mind forgiving him & trusting him again but is just that i can't forget what he had done to me. This time it really hurts badly. Tears kept flowing down my cheeks. Thinking about e time we were together, the way you always hurt me & love me. I remember the first time you scolded me & turn your back on me. I don't think this will ever turn out right for us. Whenever i try to ask you things, i'm too afraid to even do so luh Kid, you won't even one to tell me. I feel you treat friends better right, specially your BFF bah. I went to her blog again, for your information, she went to meet you guys huh? Why is it that i got e information that she bummed into you guys. WOW! After looking through e pictures & e video again & again, you were having so much fun without me. Moreover, after you lied to your girlfriend. Maybe at e point of time, i wasn't even your girlfriend. Syg, i want you badly but why is it that you don't treasure me? You are like trying to tell me that you don't need me at all. You have your friends & that's enough for you. Maybe you should really forget about me, cause i know i'll never forget what had happened & that i know you won't want to win back my heart right. You just go on having fun with your friend tomorrow k. You still have e mood for that what. It's good for you that you are not stuck in my freaking, irritating life anymore. You will feel better off without me. I can't seem to breathe. My heart hurt damn much. I can't control these tears. Your face is on my mine when ever you are not with me. Ps; ku cinta dia luh siol! wishing you never leave me, always beside me, leaning on you. Missing your voice, your smile, your kiss :( |
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