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Thursday, February 12, 2009 Y 9:50 PM .jpg)         I've not mood for anything. Well, i guess that's e end of us then. Is it? Blames are pushed to me, happiness are for others & nothing for me. I'm officially dead! But still have to face everything, living in this world. Friends have all changed, all moved on... NunuBESTIE message me in e morning, telling me she isn't coming to school, she's sick. Babe, please take care of yourself aye. I do care, no matter what happen, i'll just support your decision. I've no right to say anything. I just want everything to me alright. I don't want them to think anyhow, when actually it isn't e truth. Just want to say sorry ppl, especially to zizah, lina, nit & nas, & also those that felt hurt or victims. I know you guys are feeling hurt too. Anyway, i know it's gonna be a bad day. Slept late thinking about things. Homework not done, not prepare for chemistry test. Left home feeling wrong in everything. Feeling sorry. Feeling everyone hates me. Reached e station, thought i won't see anyone of e other side. Wasn't aware till i look up. HE, Chipmunk, was just in front of me. When i looked into his eyes, i kept feeling the pain, the hatred & e anger he's having. Maybe it's just me or maybe i'm just right. He then turn & walk away. Waiting for e train to stop, while tears slowly rolling down. I felt that piercing feeling in my heart, hardly breathing. The whole journey to school had memories stuck with it. My present wasn't with me. ): I felt to quiet during school time. But lucky, those guys were there for me. Especially, StanleyDEAR, ChongMengBESTIE, TuoFengSANZHU & ZengYiSIS. They did cheered me up sitting with them. :) The whole day passed damn fast, last period 20 of us had to go for VE at I-space. While our VP was watching. :O Lesson was talking about "What are e emotions you will have after your loved ones passed away?" Don't know why but Janine & i kept feeling that Mr. Lim kept looking at me while talking like he's only communicating with me, creepy. Straight after school, suppose to go to amk ITE find bob, yan & man. But bob was sweet enough to come to my school to fetch me unexpectedly. How nice of him! (: Took 853 to Khatib. Lepak awhile, by 3.3opm he left to meet up with shag & addah. (something like this) Went to yishun interchange to meet with man & headed to 159, waited for yan. Thought wan was coming but he didn't tell us & went to meet bear go sheesha. What a nice friend huh. SEE! Everyone are moving on, everyone has changed! Barely going lepak with my khatib friends, anymore :( Dad kena retrenched not long too:( Not close to my school friends after school, that's my life & now idk if we both are still together not. Will things turn out right? Will he eventually understand me. I hope Khidir did go school together. & i guess he had fun today, going swimming with his friends. Ps; I still love you truly! Must things be this way? I remembered one last thing you promised me... when we really broke up, you will try your best to get me back no matter what. Will you still do that? NANA DARLING KU! IMY. |
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