Tuesday, February 10, 2009 Y 9:42 PM


I thought i was being too selfish. & to you, i am. How can i put this in word to you? How can you even understand me. Lying to me can never lead us to anywhere else. Thinking of all e silly things i ever did, ever think of. I'm a real FOOL to you huh! I try my best to fit into you, to keep my promises. But what do i get? You break your promises, you make me feel hurt. But in the end, everything will just be okay, back to normal. I'm a girl, do e math! What else do you want from me. I don't need anything more from you. You gave me enough. I'm not your type, & maybe you aren't my kind. Now, since you can't understand what i'm going through, just give each other time k. We had talk about this before. You still want to mingle around & i don't blame you. She is right, i've tied you down too long. & this isn't e type of life for you. Or maybe just for now. IDK! You aren't e only one stressing out there. I've my own life too. I've feelings too. I'm sorry... I know i'm breaking my promise now, but you leave me with no other choices.
Whether we will ever be back again, it depands on fate. I really hope this thing won't be like our normal problems, the one that we get back easily again.. I love you but we have to leave each other.