Saturday, February 28, 2009 Y 12:16 AM

I don't understand in life. Why must there be so many rumors & lies! Why is it that things happen on me mostly. I didn't know he was really really a big freaking jerk till i heard it from someone today. Whatever things that i didn't do, was said as i did it. Whatever things that he did, was said as he didn't do. Why must things be so complicated too. I just don't get it. It was stupid of me to even love them. Now that i've sort of moved on, those things are still bothering me. Those things are still happening around me, surrounding around me! And it SUCKS!!!! Sigh, now my own bestie is also helping him di. No, wrong, he had always been on that freaking jerk side. Now they also don't need me di. Don't even bother to text me & everything. After that fight with that BITCH at e park, things had changed. Never that close di. What more can i do. Everything that isn't my fault, turns out to be mine. I do have feelings, i'm not stubborn. It really do hurt badly. :(